Ahahahahaha guess this explained why the blog is called permanent writings instead of consistent writings. It's been pretty crazy how time passed though pretty sure its been a year? or more? ? ahahah I got in uni and stuff and even done with sem 1 , therefore, it feels right to come back here and write about everything again. SO, I'm here now at 4am too full on popcorn to sleep writing about stuff again.
Hmmm getting into uni is not the most nerve wrecking thing ever but its decent, there are a lot of good people and really nice experiences though on the other hand weekends do not feel like weekends and they have like long breaks in between exams such a torture. Plus its expensive as hell like wow not just monash like everywhere else too why does education cost so much. Anyways 1 sem down 5 more to go. Forget about that because hey I have like a whole month full of holidays and Adriadne is coming back soon so hell yeah but i feel like working too. Did i tell you I got a record player with my first ever earned salary? ahahha pretty crazy, but apparently i have to get a radio for it to actually work and now im using my parents really old wonky one. So I'm considering to get a job and get a new radio and heard that infinite is coming here again (fingers crossed). So yeah definitely need the money.
The start of my sem break has been insane midnight movies and more movies tomorrow because bro asked for it, and i think our family is pretty cool like we still go to movies with our parents. Maybe thats exactly the opposite of cool bc why am I still do that like Im a grown 18 year old pffft, but i think that its really cool that my parents put up with like stuff like these so I am grateful, though I know they are forced to /whispers/ brothers the king.
My car has been in a pretty bad condition as in I screwed up and hit and run and someone screwed up and pulled a hit and run on me too. Ok like hit and run is not exactly the right-est thing to do but at that time it was because it was a parked car and I have no idea what the hell am I suppose to do than to just hope that the person somehow could manage to find me so we could sort it out, but its been almost a month now and still no news I kinda felt guilty about it but I don't even know what I feel now.Maybe also partly because of someone did that to my car so i thought it was ok to do it to others as well but clearly not the best decision i made in life.
I hope I could get like 60% off my subjects this sem so i could actually apply to go to australia for 6 months next sem because I feel like it something that I should experience lmao sounds hella selfish but I want to try living in somewhere new without people that care about me. It would be hard though because people are hella racist and I can say this because I actually experienced it even as a tourist there so hah 2nd not so best decision in life?
I've been thinking and I kinda want to write it out here put i cant really put my thoughts into words maybe one day when i have great vocab and after my brain sorts itself out I would gladly lay out my thoughts here.
Maybe I should sleep its half past 4 AM god and I have to get up 4 hours later to fetch mum and did i mention I am the worst with directions ahahah one time tried coming back from one utama but went straight to kuala lumpur that was a hella rad one i must say.
GOODNIGHT.
